Well, I have crohn's disease.  They're putting me on some pills first.  If that doesn't work then I try diet and exercise.  You know, when they didn't know what it was, I was hoping it was crohns because I knew I'd be able to live through it.  All the other things were these horrible things that were like bordering cancer.  But now that I know what I have....I'm so fucking pissed.  I mean, I know I'm lucky that it's nothing more serious than not being able to eat certain things, but I just...I don't even know.  And the worse part, I got new today that my aunt has endometriosis and it has wrapped around most of her lower body organs and has climbed up her spine.  So I'm probably going to have a major breakdown this weekend and I don't think I'm going to be able to come out of it for a while.  And just in time for finals too. Great.  I think I'm just going to shut myself from the world right now and focus on my school work and the stuff the doctor tells me to do. And I'm not going to cry.  I'm tired of fucking crying.